Waves Washing Over Me… from Songs to The Dragon King, by Vivian Hadding

Waves washing over me,
Sometimes crashing
Sometimes healing
The darkest parts of me
Go on screaming

But, its all wrong
I'm not that strong
You only see a part of me

Am I drowning
Feels like I’m dying
Its just a game
Life’s little win
And, you,
You’re the better part
Of my dreams

Illusions
Delusions
Is that all you’ve been
Setting me free now
From my deepest fantasy

Cold winds blowing
Outside it begins to howl
There’s a storm a coming
I can see it now
And I’m going to be brave this time
And, I’m trying not to cry

But, its all wrong
I'm not that strong
You only see a part of me

Hurricane sweeping me away
Nails tearing at the walls
Blood, confusion
Its getting so dark
I can not make it stop

It will shatter my whole heart
And the windows will be broken
The doors all blown apart
And when the sun rises
Shall we find a brand new start

Its all wrong
I'm not that strong
You only see a part of me

I know deep down inside
I called the waves
I called the wind
I asked my soul
To give me wings

I always thought
You’d be there waiting
But, life's a trick
And so's belief
When all is said and done
There's no such thing

But love
It keeps on giving
Even when we know
We haven't got a shot
And Faith
Won't let us stop believing

Ohhh...
But, its so wrong
I'm not that strong