Prayer for a Sign 30th Day... from Songs for the Dragon King, by Vivian Hadding

Asked for a sign the other day

Needed to know heaven's way

Been a while since I dared dream

Been a while since I let myself believe

You left so suddenly

Without much warning

Only called to say goodbye

Once you were gone

Its all in the past though

The hurt that we gave

The fear in each other

Times wasting away

So I asked for a sign

If its safe to believe

In words never spoken

In dreams never lived

I woke with this feeling

Of incredible peace

And your presence hung round me

Like a blanket...complete

Felt so warm, so protected

Yet, there's nothing to fear

Still your soul seemed to hold me

Though you're no longer here

Seems so strange, so sublime

Cause we've never touched

That your heart can hold mine

Make it sing, make it shine

I will tell you one thing

This I know is for sure

I can't shake you off Baby

No, I never will

So I asked for a sign

Cause I needed to know

Are you real or imagined

Are you heaven's will

I've been meaning to call you

Hear your voice, say hello

Make sure you need nothing

Make sure you're OK

Feel so foolish to wonder

Don't know how you feel

If you want me or hate me

Just don't know which is real

So I asked for a sign

And three random acts came

Three cards with three angels

Peace, Joy and Have Faith

And my soul held each one

And my heart did give thanks

Still no word from you though

Kind of tough to hang on

On the road on the radio

Three old songs played today

From back when you lived here

From back when you cared

And last but not least

On the steps to my door

One lonely white feather

Staring up from the floor

So I picked it up gently

And I brought it inside

Placed it next to my rosary

By my angel of light